Friday, May 23, 2008

Today is already over and I'm not ready yet.

Need more drugs. Chemo attack, bad television day. I went outside and I worked in the garden. Seems like I will never ever get it done. Everything is to heavy but I want to pick it up anyway. I want to go out and buy flowers to plant them to make a rock walk and I want to hire a great Hispanic dude to help me dig the big holes and carry the brick. Oh well guess I will just sit here and take more drugs and eat more cause the drugs make me eat. Funny how prednisone makes you want to eat everything. Then you feel like shit cause you ate everything and you feel fat and miserable. Cancer, chemo, drugs, food, tired, whatever.

I want to work out I want to eat right I want to say fuck all this and have a steak and a bottle of wine and go party. Oh the simple things in life sometimes aren't so simple.


And ever changing blog.

This blogging can be fun. I just spent about 2 hours changing my blog design, it was like getting a new outfit. This might be horribly addicting.

Well I have blogged so long changing my blog. I think that it is time I go to bed.

Have fun blogging or whatever it is you do.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Kool Techno Whore

I was feeling a little blue the other day, you know like you are being left behind. I really want to be a part of the sex worker cyber world. How do I get in? I just learned how to use my email and my best friend has finally taught me how to get in myspace and I think I have had a profile up for a year, maybe 2 or 3. Who cares really myspace is pretty smarmy anyway. But I always freak when you see someone with 3000 friends.

Anyway, I have decided to be a kool techno whore and I am blogging. HA. I am also taking this really neat sex worker run podcasting workshop at ST James Infirmary with the results (maybe 2or 3 short shows) which we will highlight at the 2008 AIDS Conference in Mexico City in August, where Sex Workers Outreach Project USA (SWOP) has a booth.

And if that's not enough techno nerdy stuff, then I am going to spend sometime with my girlfriend really techno savy writer, and sexologist extrodinare in the beginning of June and she will teach me everything I need to know.

You can be a techno whore too,