Need more drugs. Chemo attack, bad television day. I went outside and I worked in the garden. Seems like I will never ever get it done. Everything is to heavy but I want to pick it up anyway. I want to go out and buy flowers to plant them to make a rock walk and I want to hire a great Hispanic dude to help me dig the big holes and carry the brick. Oh well guess I will just sit here and take more drugs and eat more cause the drugs make me eat. Funny how prednisone makes you want to eat everything. Then you feel like shit cause you ate everything and you feel fat and miserable. Cancer, chemo, drugs, food, tired, whatever.
I want to work out I want to eat right I want to say fuck all this and have a steak and a bottle of wine and go party. Oh the simple things in life sometimes aren't so simple.
Robyn
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You keep it up, gorgeous!! You're doing great. You have many people who love you madly. Please know you can call on any of us if you need us!
I love you.
Hey Robyn, remember me, Rhonda from high school? Been along time since Mike Mc. and Tony, Huh? Love to hear from you and get some of the details on your mission.
I'm sorry you're going through all this. You are an inspiration to so many. I myself just became a sex workers rights advocate recently and have been relentlessly attacked by a very racist anti-porn feminist. If you wanna check it out here the blog post I just did on it. Take care of yourself hun. http://medusasarrow.blogspot.com/2011/06/racist-anti-porn-feminists.html
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