Need more drugs. Chemo attack, bad television day. I went outside and I worked in the garden. Seems like I will never ever get it done. Everything is to heavy but I want to pick it up anyway. I want to go out and buy flowers to plant them to make a rock walk and I want to hire a great Hispanic dude to help me dig the big holes and carry the brick. Oh well guess I will just sit here and take more drugs and eat more cause the drugs make me eat. Funny how prednisone makes you want to eat everything. Then you feel like shit cause you ate everything and you feel fat and miserable. Cancer, chemo, drugs, food, tired, whatever.
I want to work out I want to eat right I want to say fuck all this and have a steak and a bottle of wine and go party. Oh the simple things in life sometimes aren't so simple.
Robyn
Friday, May 23, 2008
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You keep it up, gorgeous!! You're doing great. You have many people who love you madly. Please know you can call on any of us if you need us!
I love you.
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